---i was b0rn t0 be stubb0rn, to be a little bit bitchy... t0 push people, to push myself....i was taught never t0 take life for granted... t0 live a little ... to love everything that i have...to never give up...t0 believe in myself...
but m0st 0f all.... t0 fight myself t0oo.... ^_^

_0ne's first l0ve is always perfect until s0meone meet 0ne's sec0nd l0ve_

Sunday 11 November 2012

sLamat TingGal....

assalamualaik0wm....... nk thu s0mething x??? my m0m dpt brpindh.... first time dgr mnde tue, ati nie rase happi gile... n lpas tue rase sdih plak bile tringat kat sk0lh... hahahaakk.. ape laa dulu bkn main lgi nk pndh, bile dh dpt pindh rase sdih plak.... ES mmg kene ik0t mym m0m brpndh jgak.... trpakse lupekn sgale knangan ngn mmber kat negeri pahang nie... sebak hati nie bile dipkirkn yg ES akan tinggalkn semue maybe utk slamenye...

ari last kat sk0lh ES mntk maaf kat semue mmber trutame skali mmber yg pling rapat... ES take many pictures 0f frenz utk kenangan n plas tue upl0adkn kat fb.... w0ww... hanye tuhan je yg thu sedih gile bile tringat yg ES akan tinggal kwn2 yg prnah ES knal dulu.... wlaup0wn fb ade...twitter ade... ph0ne ade....semue tekn0logi p0wn ade.... ES ttap rase sdih abb x dpt tgk muke mmber face 2 face...

sesi pesek0lahan tamat utk tah0n 2012→prgi blik guru jumpe momtl0ng my mom kemas n angkat brangdh naik kereta dh→st0p kereta jumpe mak cik kantin nk mntak maaf n salamkluar dri sk0lh→lalu dpn sk0lh→kluar simpang→t0leh kat blakang→nmpak sk0lh SMKMJ→tringat kat mmber ngn cikgu2 yg prnah mengajar→t0leh dpn blek→air mate kluar→lap air mate nk c0ver nnti my m0m nmpak...

 
slamat tinggal dewan SMKMJ yang cntek...
_ESg0th_

Tuesday 16 October 2012

fRee & IndEpendEnt '2012'

15/10/12.... 0H MY G0SH...merdeka akhirnye....bestnye dh abis PMR.. x yh laa ES nk study ari2...ES jz target 6A 2B.... emmm.....ok ar t0u... klau nk kate target 8A cm mimpi la plak....trial ari tue p0wn dpt 1A jew... nie nk target 8A...hahahaha..... ja0h panggang dri api laa k0wt...
1 hari sbl0m PMR... ES g0t many text fr0m my classmate... they wish me luck f0r my exam...i h0pe that i g0t the BEST f0r my parents, teachers n frens....i want to prove that ES should prevail n success... *_* 
01/012013......OH MY GOSHH.... cepat bt0l mase brlalu.... ES dtg kat mdzam nie pde th0n 2007... n time tue ES still in year 4.... n0w... ES in f0rm 3.... n i'm g0nna enter in level 4.... LEVEL 4 & 5?????..it's mean SPM is c0ming?? wow... that is the one 0f the great power.... i have t0 face it...
hey.... knape plak ES st0ry2 psal SPM plak??? ish...ish..ish... bru je plas abis PMR nk crite psal SPM ...

..MY TARGET..
1. BAHASA MELAYU - A
2.BAHASA INGGERIS - B
3. MATEMATIK - A
4. SAINS - A
5. AGAMA ISLAM - A
6. GEOGRAFI - A
7. SEJARAH - B
8. KEMAHIRAH HIDUP - A

..THE RESULT..
1. BAHASA MELAYU - A
2. BAHASA INGGERIS - B
2. MATEMATIK - A
4. SAINS - A
5. AGAMA ISLAM - B
6. GEOGRAFI - A
7. SEJARAH - A
8. KEMAHIRAN HIDUP - A
_ESg0th_

Thursday 30 August 2012

my ResuLt tRial PMR 2012

....RESULT TRIAL....




   1.BAHASA INGGERIS (42%)
   2.BAHASA MELAYU (74%)
   3.GEOGRAFI (63%)
   4.KEMAHIRAN HIDUP 2 - ERT (68%)
   5.MATEMATIK (91%)
   6.PENDIDIKAN ISLAM (73%)
   7.SEJARAH (65%)
   8.SAINS (65%)

KEPUTUSAN YG AGAK MEMUASKAN......SEDIH... :-(
_ESg0th_

Saturday 4 August 2012

am I hAppy tHis yeAr ?

halluu........

this year i will underg0 PMR..... fasting is ab0ut t0 expire and syawal is near at hand. happiness c0mes when she thought ab0ut syawal but fear when reminded examinati0n this year....i sh0uld f0rget about the Hari Raya and c0ntinue t0 work hard t0 get my dream t0 succeed. meaning i have t0 study hard... 0h my G0sh...i have n0t prepared f0r this examinati0n.... :( s0 help me g0d...please... all my luck is in y0ur hands g0d... but it d0esn't mean i d0 n0t have t0 w0rk hard anym0re....
it's 0k, with the help fr0m you and all my eff0rts, i am sure i will succeed.... ^_^
_ESg0th_

Friday 29 June 2012

29 Jun 2012

        happy birthday t0 y0u... happy birthday t0 y0u...
happy birthday t0 .... Ernie...
happy birthday to y0u...

OMG...
ES dh 15 thn rupenye....t0day is my befday.....soo happy......ES smb0t cm biase jew with my friend...sara n nadh...ramai yg wish to me....trutame kat faceb00k.....tq semue yg wish tue...
ES smbot kat umh with friends...dorang bwk present to me...WOW... best nyew...byk bnde ES wat ngn kwn-kwn....slain kek cawan... nadh ade bgi ES hadiah nie....key chain...


tepat puk0l 4:30 ptg kiteorg p0wn mkn kek cawan yg nadh buat....de rase pahit sikit laa....
hehe.........*_*


_ESg0th_

Wednesday 9 May 2012

7 Mei 2012

assalamualaikom semue....nk thue x???

7 Mei 2012.. jam 11:00 mlm...
lahirlah seorg bayi lelaki di H0sp Tegku Ampuan Afzan...bayi tue adlah adeq ES....sbnarnye ES nk adeq prmpuan...tp..x kesah laa klau Allah anugerahkn ES adeq lelaki....x sangke tgh2 ES tid0 kat rmh....ibu ES tgh brtar0ng nyawe mlahirkn adeq lelaki ES....
w0w.. awes0me...peng0rbanan se0rg ibu nk tgk anknye slamat dilahirkn....ES ingat ibu buat pnbedahan....rupenye lahir scare n0rmal....err..seram laa...klau tgk se0rg ibu melahirkn ank secare n0rmal..ES adew amik pic adeq ....sikit je laa...wat pe nk byk2...



ES harap adeq ES nie dpt jadi ank yg baik n taat kpd ibu ayah.........ES thu adeq ES b0leh wat ibu ngn ayah bahagia dnie akhirat...dn selamanye...



berat : 4.01kg
lilit kepala : 33cm
...this is my new b0rn littlE br0ther....
_ESg0th_

Sunday 18 March 2012

mEsin bAsuh bUat hAl...

assalamualaik0m....

smalam baru balik kmp0ng... penat gile....sehari sunt0k x dspt rehat.... smpai kat umah....ES trus kemas brg.. tunaikn tngg0ngjwb sgbai se0rg muslim n tid0....

pagi s0lat sub0h....n smb0ng tid0 balik...bile dh trjage dri tid0 tue..... ES trus gi t0ilet g0sok gigi n mandi....bile dh pakai baju semue tue.... ingatkn nk rest kat ruang tamu....last.. last....ibu suroh jem0 kain plak....emm.. ES buat la....satu bak0l kain dh jem0....tinggal satu bak0l je lgi....nk bas0h je la...time nk basoh tue... apesal plak mesin bas0h nie???

alaa....knape plak nie... baru je nk bas0h baju ES....byk plak tue....ish... ish... ish...
x thu ape kene ngn mesin bas0h nie....geram betol larh...ES panggil ayah sur0h tgk mesin bas0h tue......punye lame ES tunggu....ingatkn dh ok mesin bas0h tue....rupe2nye KO....last.. last....ibu sur0h bas0h baju tue nk tangan....alamak...alahai....punye malang nasib ES.......hahaha..... ^_^
trbeliak mata ES bile ibu sur0h bas0h ngn tangan jew...ish....rase nk geram gile.... rase nk menangis p0wn ade... :-( bkn geram kat ibu...tp geram kat mesin bas0h tue la....apehal plak tibe2 jew buat hal.....slalunye...x buat hal p0wn....ES diam jew lepas ibu sur0h basoh ngn tangan...smpai skunk (hari nie jew...bkn selamenye)
baju x bas0h2....hehe.... ^_^bile la mesin tue nk baik semule....please la....mesin bas0h autometik....please la baik semule.....nnti sape yg nk tl0ng basohkn baju ES..??

ish... harap je mesih bas0h automatik...ok larh... bye...
assalamualaik0m....

_ESg0th_

Saturday 10 March 2012

Gi KursUs penGurusAn JenAzaH.....

assalamualaikom.....

hari nie hari sabtu... 10 hb 03 thon 2012.....
ES prgi kursus penguarusan jenazah dekat surau desa keranji......ES x gi sorang2 tau.....ES gi ngn kwn baik ES larh.... nadh...kiteowg rancang ngn sarah jgak... tp x thu larh tibe2 jew sarah x pergi....kursus tue mule pukol 9 pg... tp lewat ckit sbb ramai yg lmbat dtg.....x pe larh yg pnting ES bkn bkn di kalangan d0rang yg  lmbat tue....nadh p0wn lmbat....x pe larh... asalkn nadh dtg.... :-)slain nadh...emm...fitrie, ainie, nadhirah r0zy p0wn dtg......hah.... lupe plak... husna p0wn dtg....kat kursus tue p0wn ES adew jmpe wani tau.... lame ES x jumpe die...die dh gemok ckit... ckit je....hehehehe........ *_*die nie byk mul0t.........ES adew amik pic ngn dorang jgak....nk tgk x......??




yg pakai baju kur0ng warne pink tue larh wanie....nasib baik sempat amik gmbar.....bole wat kenang-kenangan........ *_*sbnarnye.... semue pic nie baru edit....sbb tue larh cntek....hehehe........
kat sane...ES tgk org dimandikn ngn dikapankn....bkn mayat bet0l2 p0wn......bdak sk0lh rendah.....kesian bdak tue....bile nk dimndikn....bdak tue sejuk...bile nk dikapan kn plak bdak tue panas....kesian..kesian...kesian....hehehe........ok larh.... tue jew yg ES nk crite......klau ES adew crite.... nnti ES tules kat bl0g nie.....d0nt worry larh.....
ok bye....assalamualaik0m....

_ESg0th_

Friday 3 February 2012

sapE yg buAt...??

nk thu x...??
pagi ari selasa lepas ES nk gi sk0lh mcm biase larh.....
tpi x mcm biase p0wn sbb air x dk...
punye bengang ES...
 mo0d aq baik jew pgi tue...smangat nk gi sk0lh...
thu2 jew ayah ES kate x dk air.... ish kene mandi kat t0ilet dapur arr cm tue...kat t0ilet tue dh laa x dk air hujan.... guna baldi ngn penced0k jew...ES bkn biase p0wn mndi cm tue...arh....x kesah ar....asalkn ES nk gi sk0lh....sblom ES mndi....ES berniat.....'klau larh ade org yg t0long bukak paip kat blakang rumh kn bagos...'ES malas + takotx kn pagi2 nk gi kat blakang umah semate-mate nk bukak paip airdh larh gelap, sej0k lgi.....ish...takot ES.....nme larh thu tibe2 jew trnmpak 'something' yg x diduga...

hah...smb0ng blik psal permintaan ES tdi...pagi keesokannyew...ayah ES ade crite...ayah ES nk gi bukak paip kat blakang rumah yg gelap n sejuk tue....tp....paip air tue dh trbukak...ekk...sape yg buat....?x kn ibu nk bukak....n x kn adeq2 ES brani nk gi blkang rmh..ES lgi larh malas nk gi....aq nk takot...klau bkn ES....adeq2 ES, n ibu ES..... sape yg buat....ayah ES biar kn jew larh....mgkin dh trbukak dri smalam lgip0wn....s0oo...ayah p0wn bla jew larh....

pastue adew lgi...pasal paip air nie lgi.....pagi tue jgak....ayah ES nk gi tutup paip air kat blakang umah tue selepas semue org dh abis mndi....n trkejut lgi...sape yg tutup paip tue plak....ish..ish...ish...ini lain mcm plak nie...bkn mcm biase dh....sape yg tutup plak nie...???
s00oo....ayah ckp jew larh trime kasih kpade 'seseorang' yg sudah t0long tutp n bukak paik kat blakang umah ES yg sunyi, gelap, sejuk... n mcm2 lgi larh...lepas tue..ESq trus tringat kat permintaan yg ES buat kat dalam bilik ES yg tgh black0ut skunk nie...ES trpikir...ade 'something' kew yg dgr n tunaikn permintaan ES nie...???

ES d0akn supaye sesuatu yg bukan ES fikirkn.....
_ESg0th_




Friday 6 January 2012

Mr. kent0t & Mr. Sneezing...

hell0....

hari nie ES nk st0ry-st0ry about seorang manusia yg suke buat benda yg kurang menyenangkn org lain...
something that other people do not like, that's what he likes to do...ES naik geram ngn budak nie... 

bdak nie suke sgt bersin...klau bersin ckit-ckit tue b0le trime larh... tp msalah nyew bdak nie bersin kuat-kuat...mcm org tua plak sakit telinga ES dgr....satu lgi....suke bersin depan muka org....mane larh ES x sakit ati...kdang-kdang dpan muka ES p0wn die buat...bersin x tutup mulut.....tersembur larh air liurnye....... bau mulut busuk plak tue....menggelikan sungguh......brani die buat cm tue kat ES....ish..ish....ish.. bersin.. bersin.... bersin...wekk.... *_*sbb tue larh ES panggil die sbgai "Mr Sneezing".....pdan ngn muke die tue....hahahahahahaha....
...BALASAN...

yg tue psal suke bersin...yg nie plak lgi ter0k.....perkara paling manusia x suke.... 'kentut'.... *_*sape suke bau org buang angin... sila angkat tangan.....hahahahaha.... rase nyew x dk sape p0wn yg nk angkat tangan....utk bdak nie.. ES kena sediakan papan tanda yg menyatakan 'dilarang kentut'....


bdak nie mmg x suke bau kentut...tp die suke kentut di khalayak org ramai.... memalukan
same jgak mcm bersin kat atas tue....suke kentut dpn muka org jgak.... ter0k betol bdak nie...... klau nk katekn... mmg kurang ajar lar...lepas kentue....bdak tue buat x thu jew.... mcm x rasa brsalah lgs0ng..... 

klau kentut die tue wangi mcm perfume mahal tue x pe larh jgak................nie mcm telur busuk....nk muntah ES....prnah byk kali ES blasah bdak nie disbbkan pranagai buruk die tue....tp....x dk perubahan lgs0ng....s00ooo....sbb tue la ES gelar die sbgai "Mr. Kentut"0okk larh....nie je larh yg aq nk crite...... baru pdan muke bdak tue....ES crite kat semue org.... biar die malu ngn prangai bur0k die tue............ ^_^puas hati ES......
*_*
_ESg0th_